Thursday, September 22, 2011

~aloneagain~~


the story was i cut to become short :)
 
last ninght i ask her " how i want to trust my friend that u are not my gf e?"
and u reply " not call me, not mecej me, delete your number and delete your pic."
that evening i take your foto(blutut) and that ninght u asked me to delete your foto???
do you know what was i`m feeling that second??!!
i do not how to tell the world mcm ne perasaan tu..
jus only me know what i`m was feeling that second!!

this night, atin tell me that u do not want to reply my mcj anymore???
why????
what was my fault?
i`snt i`m a bad friend????
 u tell me that you hopes u want our friendships forever right??
how about now???
i hopes we still frens anymore even you will not calling or mcj mi anymore.


afew hour later, daus say that he did not frieds me anymore with arif=.=?
both of them pangkah me sangat sangat lak!!
:(
now???
where is my friend???


i miss my village so much!!!
i want balik kg la!!!
if i have a motorcyle, every week i will back to my home!!


Sunday, September 18, 2011

bintang itu mcm cipmore.

tadi aq bukak PICASA.
first sekali aq nampak ader picture kaw.
biler aq selak aq nampak kaw ngan sorng mamat nie..dia tgh bg kaw minum.
: /
cakap pown x guna an.. nasib baik la kite nie kawan je kan
: )

tiap kali kaw merajuk dgn aq mesti kaw g blok fatin an?
tapi tiap kali aq merajuk dgn kaw, saper aq nak cri?
xder kowt kaw tau..
law aq cter kar kaw pown, msti xder pape an
: '/
tadi, time kol 11 mlm kaw ajak aq turun
: )
(speaking) happy know that!!
: D
talk and talk,..
dush.. u throw me a bottle, the bottle hit my fon u know???
: (
how about my fon will rosak??
i`m worried u know?!
i buy this fon using my money..
when i buy using my money, i love that thins very much!!
unfotuntly,..
u say "lantakla" when i say that "kene my fon"
:{
sedih u know., but i just tahan the sad and my mad at you.
i say something until when fatin asked u to nyte at her room,..
u tolak, u want to sleep at your room.
i know that u makan hati with my word tadi right??
maybe i terlepas say somthing kat u kot until u tacink with me again.
when u tacink with me that time., me fatin know that but how about my feeling??
you always said about your" bf ", " nanti aq nak g dating" like that la,, why e??
what i think i do not taruk hopes at you becouse you have your own bf right.
: )
i do not no with hu i want to share my story.
: /

Friday, September 16, 2011

hidup.

hari khamis,
tarikh 15 9 2011.

arini kaw merjuk ngan aq
dari mgrib td aq cube pujuk kaw,
pastu aq agk kaw da ok sikit kot.

 tadi malam makn dekat  tc.
pastu ikot la si emi nye kawan g ner tah,, follow jer..
sekali terjumpe kaw la.
hahaha.. aq x tau nk ckp cmner ..
aq nmpk kt  sner ader studnt bwk motor.
maybe gng kelas diong kot???
timer balik.. aq ingt nak jalan ngan kaw..
tp tgk mcm kaw jalan ngan member kaw,
xperla an.
pastu cmner tah aq rse le ader silih fhm kot..
td biler sampai kat KAMSIS,
semua terus g CC.
tp tat CC kaw naik bilik awal sgt,
aq pown pelik,
pastu fatin ckp kaw merajuk ngan aq..
aq pown terkejut.. takot dowh ko tau..
 pastu fatin mcj kaw suruh kaw turun,
aq baru nak kol kaw tp kaw da de depan aq..
hahha.. terkejut gak la aq,,
tp kaw x ceria,,
macm macm jd malm nie..pastu.. tat cc fatin n teha cter pasal kaw,
kaw byk citer pasal aq:)
acuatlly, aq nak tanyer diorang btol ker kaw nie dah ader pakwe?
tp kaw dah ckp tt aq yg kaw dahader pakwe..
so aq lebih rela senyp jela..
aq x bileh nak lebih dgn kaw..sebb kaw awek orang ,, maafla,,
td aq terpikir cmner nak pujuk kaw,,
law aq pujuk ti,, aq takot aq lak yang melampau,,
ti pujuk aq mcm aq pujuk yg kaw nie awek aq lak..
aq ader terbyng cmner aq pujuk gula depan depan dulu.
aq penggng tgn dia pastu aq minx maaf..
tp x an aq nak wat cmtu ???
..
..
aq try mcj kaw,
~~ kaw kol aq~~
hepi kowt,
..
pastu kaw off kol sbb mslh..hahaha
mcj~
mcj~
mcj~
wei kaw, aq minx maaf sesgt:)